| Location | Shropshire |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 07/08/2007 |
| Date of Death | 07/08/2007 |
| Visitors | 26,496 since 15/08/2007 |
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***TO ALL OUR GTS FRIENDS... THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR CONTINUED SUPPORT...***
(¯`J´¯)I want you to know that although my candles to you
`•.¸.•´are few & far between sometimes, you & your angels
¸.•´¸.•´¨) ¸.•*¨)are forever in my thoughts. xXx
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`•.Jack James
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†Jack James was born in Shrewsbury 11 days overdue on Tuesday August 7th 2007 at 19.53 weighing
8lb 12oz. Unfortunately he was born sleeping but he was and still is perfect. His death is
unexplained so he had to have a post mortem. We got the results on September 24th and all that was
found was an infection in the placenta. Everything else was perfectly normal, it doesnt make any
sense.
I had the perfect pregnancy with Jack. He never gave me any morning sickness, just back ache and
swollen ankles in the last couple of months. I loved being pregnant and feeling his every move. His
favourite time of day was when i was in the bath or had just got into bed ready to go to sleep. I
remember the first time i actually saw him move, we were listening to Justin Timberlake - My Love.
He loved to play about. He was always kicking his dads head when we were snuggled on the sofa in the
last few weeks. I actually looked forward to going to my antenatal appointments because it meant i
got to hear my little mans heartbeat again. It was always so fast, he sounded so healthy. How i wish
i had now recorded that sound...
I was so happy to hear i had had a baby boy. Since i was about 5 i had said i wanted my first born
to be a boy called Jack after my great grandad. I was so close to being granted my life long wish. I
will never understand why he was snatched away from me at the very end leaving me to say goodbye
when i should have been saying hello...
It was nearly half past 8 at night and a doctor just turned around, looked at my mum and said "I'm
sorry"... I didnt take it all in at first, i was in shock. I didnt cry until the Thursday morning
when Mum was bathing Jack.
We had his christening on the Wednesday. It was bittersweet. Jack James Tipton, gone to play with
the angels.
On the Friday, after spending nearly four days with Jack, i had to say goodbye... Jack was taken
away and i was wheeled out of the hospital and got into the car. I should have been putting Jacks
car seat in there, but i was leaving with a folder containing his tags, hand and footprints, a lock
of his hair and sands leaflets with empty arms and a broken heart.
We had the little mans funeral on September 26th at midday. As we entered the church a single black
butterfly came in with us and stayed with us throughout the service. Jack is now my little butterfly
flying high in heavens skies... He looked so small in the hearse before all of his flowers were put
in with him. His Grandad Tipton did a great job of carrying him in and out of church for us. We had
just family at the cemetery and every one placed a white rose with a personal message with Jack. He
is buried next to my friends little girl - Tegan Harrison - who died shortly after him (She too has
a site on here.) so you could say he has a little girlfriend!
He has his daddys nose and his mummys lips. A beautiful baby boy.
He will live on forever in our hearts and shall never be forgotten. He is my guardian angel, my
life, and nothing, nobody will ever replace him... I may go on to have more babies in the future but
i will always have one in a grave and that is one too many. I just want Jack James back... I need
him...â€
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To the world he is just one, but to me he is my whole world...
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If tears could build a stairway,
and memories a lane,
I’d walk right up to heaven,
and bring you home again... LOVE YOU MONKEY! xXx
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Ten tiny fingers, Ten tiny toes
Full pouting lips, Cute button nose
Our perfect baby, Who nobody knows...
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Jacks fundrasing page - http://www.tommys.org/jackjames
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August 2008...
Now i know my mum is going to cry when she reads this but i just wanted to take some time out to
thank her via Jacks GTS site for everything she has done for me and Jack over the last year. I
cannot imagine anyone who would have wanted to swap places with her the night i gave birth to Jack.
She stayed with me the whole time we were together in hospital and she stayed so strong cos not only
was she grieving for Jack but she was grieving for me too, even though i may be 23 now, i am still
her baby!!! I just want to thank Nanny L for the endless candles she leaves Jack, for the times she
talks about him without me having to bring him up first, for going to see him whenever she can, for
proudly displaying his photos all over her house, for the little garden she has made for him at the
top of hers and most of all for loving Jack just as much as she would of done had he been here today
with us... xXx
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My Beautiful Baby Boy...
I feel more depressed
Each day when I awake
I wish to god you could tell me
There has been a big mistake
My darling son was taken
From his mothers love
To live with the angels
In heaven up above
I did not have him with me
For the time I should have had
No longer can I hold him
Which makes me very sad
The pain of losing my son
Shows in every single tear
I spend each day missing him
Longing to have him near
Life for me is lonely now
Without him by my side
My broken shattered heart
Is very hard to hide
People tell me that time is a healer
That the pain will go away
They don’t understand
That this pain is here to stay
For when you lose a child
There is nothing that can compare
The bond we had at their birth
Will never leave, it’s always there
The love a mother has
Runs so very deep
That love is so special
It’s in her heart to keep
A mother’s heart is broken
She is ripped apart inside
There is a part of her missing
It left when her child died
So please don’t tell me to get over it
For this I can not do
Unless you understand my feelings
And this has happened to you
Only another mother who has lost a child
Can understand my pain
Because they also suffer daily
As the memories of their child remain
We are a band of mothers
Whose hearts will never heal
For the loss of our children
Is for us, so very real
JACK JAMES - 6 WEEKS OLD TODAY, WOW!
I wonder everyday what you would look like now, would you be more like your daddy or your uncle bean? Your big brown eyes would be shining so bright and your chubby little smile would be amazing for me to see. I cant begin to tell you how much i miss you and it isnt getting any easier like people say. Time isnt a great healer cos i'll never get over losing you little man. My beautiful baby boy... ♥ xXx ♥
My Mum is a survivor
Or so I've heard it said
But I can hear her crying at night
When all others are in bed
I watch her lay awake at night
And go to hold her hand
She doesn't know I'm with her
To help her understand
But like the sands on the beach
That never wash away...
I watch over my surviving mum
Who thinks of me each day
She wears a smile for others...
A smile of disguise!
But through Heaven's door I see
Tears flowing from her eyes
My mum tries to cope with death
To keep my memory alive
But anyone who knows her knows
It is her way to survive
As I watch over my surviving mum
Through Heaven's open door...
I try to tell her that angels
Protect me forevermore
I know that doesn't help her...
Or ease the burden she bears
So if you get a chance, go visit her...
And show her that you care
For no matter what she says...
No matter what she feels
My surviving mum has a broken heart
That time won't ever heal
I MISS YOU SO MUCH JACK. I WOULD DO ANYTHING IN THE WORLD TO HAVE YOU BACK. LOVE YOU MORE THAN WORDS COULD EVER SAY. ♥ xXx ♥
jack xxx
i'm so sorry darlin. Jack and Tegan can watch all the man u games together now. There not on there own they got each other. sweet dreams xxx
thank you
Hi Tigs, thanks for your candles for Jack, im sorry for not been around much lately, my treatment is giving me some jip at the mo. I do think of you and your in my heart always, 5 weeks old today, Jack is so perfect, he looks so lovely, i always look at his picture's and cant understand why our boys are taken from us.
I never will, its been 5 and a half months for us and i still crumble every day, our house is full of pictures of Jack.
I still think he is coming back, its a horrible feeling, Rob and i have said we can now understand that feeling of emptyness and pain. Any way, you are always in our hearts, Wendy and Rob xxxxxxxxxxxx
sorry
so very sorry for your loss, he really is a beautiful baby boy, words just cant express the way you must be feeling at the moment (i know that feeling), but my heart goes out to you both.
you and Jack are in my prayers,
Madeleine xx
Jack xx
Morning Jack.
Thanks for the sunshine, you couldn make it rain in Majorca for me? Lee is on hols and i wasnt invited....
We all miss you so much, espically mummy, we will never forget you and wish so much that you could be here with us.
I think about you and mummy every single day, i look at your picture always, i wish so much it could have all been different.
I know your in a nice place and being well looked after, but dont let them old men teach you bad habits will you!!
Oh and lets hope england win the footie tomorrow-- im sure you can work something out up there!
Love you lots baby jack
Claire xx
Jack...
I miss you so much little man. I still cant quite believe that you're not here with me. You will be 5 weeks old tomorrow and we should be playing and laughing together, instead im left crying on my own. I hate being without you, you have left me broken hearted. I wish you were back inside my belly, you were safe there. I miss you booting me to death when you knew i was trying to get to sleep! I am so proud of you Jack, so proud to be able to call you my son. You truly are perfect baby, just like your uncle bean. You two boys are my greatest treasures. I know you would have grown up to be just like him. He would have had you in a man u shirt as soon as he could! You look so much like he did when he was a baby, even with your daddies nose! You are an amazing little boy and i will treasure the memories i have of you forever. Until we meet again... All my love. ♥ xXx ♥
Hugs from Heaven
When you feel a gentle breeze
Caress you when you sigh
It's a hug sent from Heaven
From a loved one way up high.
If a soft and tender raindrop
Lands upon your nose
They've added a small kiss
As fragile as a rose.
If a song you hear fills you
With a feeling of sweet love
It's a hug sent from Heaven
From someone special up above.
If you awaken in the morning
To a bluebird's chirping song
It's music sent from Heaven
To cheer you all day long.
If tiny little snowflakes
Land upon your face
It's a hug sent from Heaven
Trimmed with Angel lace.
So keep the joy in your heart
If you're lonely my dear friend
Hugs that are sent from Heaven
A broken heart will mend.
Tig's i found this tonight thought i'd put it here. Sweet dreams Jack sending you lots of hugs and kisses Vicks XxXxXx
God called your name so softly
That only you could hear
No one heard the footsteps
Of angels drawing near
It broke my heart to loose you
But you did not go alone
Cos part of me went with you
The day God called you home
You're always close beside me
In everything I do
You are my greatest treasure
Gods gift to me was you
I love you so much, my beautiful little man. Sleep peacefully Jack. ♥ xXx ♥
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