| Location | Shropshire |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 07/08/2007 |
| Date of Death | 07/08/2007 |
| Visitors | 26,497 since 15/08/2007 |
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***TO ALL OUR GTS FRIENDS... THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR CONTINUED SUPPORT...***
(¯`J´¯)I want you to know that although my candles to you
`•.¸.•´are few & far between sometimes, you & your angels
¸.•´¸.•´¨) ¸.•*¨)are forever in my thoughts. xXx
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`•.Jack James
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†Jack James was born in Shrewsbury 11 days overdue on Tuesday August 7th 2007 at 19.53 weighing
8lb 12oz. Unfortunately he was born sleeping but he was and still is perfect. His death is
unexplained so he had to have a post mortem. We got the results on September 24th and all that was
found was an infection in the placenta. Everything else was perfectly normal, it doesnt make any
sense.
I had the perfect pregnancy with Jack. He never gave me any morning sickness, just back ache and
swollen ankles in the last couple of months. I loved being pregnant and feeling his every move. His
favourite time of day was when i was in the bath or had just got into bed ready to go to sleep. I
remember the first time i actually saw him move, we were listening to Justin Timberlake - My Love.
He loved to play about. He was always kicking his dads head when we were snuggled on the sofa in the
last few weeks. I actually looked forward to going to my antenatal appointments because it meant i
got to hear my little mans heartbeat again. It was always so fast, he sounded so healthy. How i wish
i had now recorded that sound...
I was so happy to hear i had had a baby boy. Since i was about 5 i had said i wanted my first born
to be a boy called Jack after my great grandad. I was so close to being granted my life long wish. I
will never understand why he was snatched away from me at the very end leaving me to say goodbye
when i should have been saying hello...
It was nearly half past 8 at night and a doctor just turned around, looked at my mum and said "I'm
sorry"... I didnt take it all in at first, i was in shock. I didnt cry until the Thursday morning
when Mum was bathing Jack.
We had his christening on the Wednesday. It was bittersweet. Jack James Tipton, gone to play with
the angels.
On the Friday, after spending nearly four days with Jack, i had to say goodbye... Jack was taken
away and i was wheeled out of the hospital and got into the car. I should have been putting Jacks
car seat in there, but i was leaving with a folder containing his tags, hand and footprints, a lock
of his hair and sands leaflets with empty arms and a broken heart.
We had the little mans funeral on September 26th at midday. As we entered the church a single black
butterfly came in with us and stayed with us throughout the service. Jack is now my little butterfly
flying high in heavens skies... He looked so small in the hearse before all of his flowers were put
in with him. His Grandad Tipton did a great job of carrying him in and out of church for us. We had
just family at the cemetery and every one placed a white rose with a personal message with Jack. He
is buried next to my friends little girl - Tegan Harrison - who died shortly after him (She too has
a site on here.) so you could say he has a little girlfriend!
He has his daddys nose and his mummys lips. A beautiful baby boy.
He will live on forever in our hearts and shall never be forgotten. He is my guardian angel, my
life, and nothing, nobody will ever replace him... I may go on to have more babies in the future but
i will always have one in a grave and that is one too many. I just want Jack James back... I need
him...â€
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To the world he is just one, but to me he is my whole world...
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If tears could build a stairway,
and memories a lane,
I’d walk right up to heaven,
and bring you home again... LOVE YOU MONKEY! xXx
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Ten tiny fingers, Ten tiny toes
Full pouting lips, Cute button nose
Our perfect baby, Who nobody knows...
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Jacks fundrasing page - http://www.tommys.org/jackjames
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August 2008...
Now i know my mum is going to cry when she reads this but i just wanted to take some time out to
thank her via Jacks GTS site for everything she has done for me and Jack over the last year. I
cannot imagine anyone who would have wanted to swap places with her the night i gave birth to Jack.
She stayed with me the whole time we were together in hospital and she stayed so strong cos not only
was she grieving for Jack but she was grieving for me too, even though i may be 23 now, i am still
her baby!!! I just want to thank Nanny L for the endless candles she leaves Jack, for the times she
talks about him without me having to bring him up first, for going to see him whenever she can, for
proudly displaying his photos all over her house, for the little garden she has made for him at the
top of hers and most of all for loving Jack just as much as she would of done had he been here today
with us... xXx
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Jack James
♥ Hello my beautiful little man! Im home now. Nanny took me and uncle bean away for a few days. Thanx for keeping the sun shining for us. Ive got a key ring with your name on it! You're a month old today, wow! Cant believe how fast it has gone but yet it seems like a lifetime. Love you always and forever. xXx ♥
Gorgeous little grandson
Hello sweetheart,it's a month now since I watched you being born and how I wish it could have been so different and that you were here with us,if I could have swapped places with you so that mummy could have you then I would,she misses you so much as we all do, so make sure you send her lots of kisses and keep watch over her because she is my baby and I love her,God bless you little man,give grandad Jack a kiss for me xxxxxxxx
Jack (Bump)....
Hello Jack Great Nanna & Grandad Tipton asked me to put a message on here for you and to say that they love and miss you so much
love always to you and Mummy
Great Nanna & Grandad T x x x.
for Jack
I feel you in the morning
When at first I awake
Your thought is with me
With each decision I make
Since the first breath I took
Now I have to go on alone
But for love, I need not look
Cause by what you bestowed
In our short time together
Will last in my heart
Forever and ever
Although you've left
And now walk above
I'm never alone
I'm wrapped in your love
Enjoy now your long waited reward
Feel peace that your love continues on
What was taught to me, will be taught to mine
Cause you live on in me even after you've gone.
Uncle Andy x
My precious child
There's not a day that passes
That I don't sit and cry,
And I look to heaven for a reason
But still I don't know why
Couldn't He have waited
Another year or two,
Until you were a little older
And I'd had more time with you
Forgive me, Lord, I say,
All these thoughts are wrong
There had to be a reason
And I know I must be strong
You're in the arms of Jesus now
And I know that you'll be fine,
But I wish with all my heart
That those arms could be mine.
xxxxxx
Lies...
My mum she tells a lot of lies
She never did before
From now until the day she dies
She'll tell a whole lot more
She used to tell the truth a lot
But now it doesn't matter
I died and went to heaven
Her life is all in tatters
Ask my mum how she is
She'll say 'yeah, I’m fine'
But really she wants to beg
'Please help me, I can't find that prince of mine'
Ask my mum how she is
She’ll say 'I'm alright'
If that's the truth then tell me
Why does she cry each night
Ask my mum how she is
She seems to cope so well
She didn't have a choice
You see, nor the strength to yell
You think you know the feeling
But this, it cannot be
For even though you love me
You don't love as much as she
She will smile and tell you
'It's ok, God, he has a plan'
But she will turn away and cry
Cos she just can't understand
Tell a joke and she will laugh
But she is not ok
She wants to share the joke with me
But it will not be today
Some day you will feel better
'Yes, I will' she lies
She knows this will not happen
Until the day she dies
Ask my mum how she is
She'll say 'thank you, good'
She cannot tell you how she feels
Oh I wish she could
Ask my mum how she is
'I’m fine, I’m well, I’m coping'
For God's sake mum
Just tell the truth, just say your heart is broken
Ask my mum how she is
'I'm well, I'm good, and you'
I'll shake my head in heaven
It simply isn't true
She'll love me all her life
I loved her all of mine
But if you ask her how she is
She'll lie and say she's fine
Her carnival is over
She's stepped off the carousel
But to save you feeling badly
She'll say, 'thanks, all is well'
My mum, she's not gone mad yet
But oh so very nearly
Don’t ask my mum how she is
Ask her how she is, really
I am here in heaven
I cannot hug from here
If she lies to you don't listen
Hug her, hold her near
On the day we meet again
We'll smile and I'll be bold
I'll say 'You’re lucky to get in here Mum
With all the lies you told'
I found this poem and it explains exactly how i am feeling so i thought i would put it on here so hopefully people will understand a bit better... xXx
For Jack
To my darling Jack, our little boy, you touched our lives, you brought us joy.
The angels came and took you away, in our hearts you live, in our thoughts you stay.
We will never laugh, we will never play, it broke my heart that you could not stay.
Sleep safe and sound my little man, I will light a candle when ever I can.
We will leave a light on for evermore, to guide your smile down to our door.
God bless Little Jack, I hope Big Jack, Rusty and Ben are looking after you.
All my love, Granp's XXXXXX
From mum to mum
Hi Jack's mummy, iv just read one of your poems, (Would You), it touched my heart, as ive said, i dont like getting up in the morning's too. We thought we would of lost our Summer as i had chemo whilst carrying her.
My consultant wanted me to teminate our pregnacy, but i wouldnt of done that, as i love children.
I hate to think that we could of lost two children, we never thought in a million years that we would of lost our Jack,
Just like your Jack's pictures i ask myself the same question as i ask over our Jack WHY!...
Your Jack and our Jack are so perfect, i break my heart every day, some times i wish i wasnt here but i know that my
other children need me.
I think you are an amazing women and truly deserve the very best in life, please keep your chin up, you are not alone.
Thats what i tell myself when im really down.
Sending you loads of love to you and your family,
Rob and Wendy xxxxxxxxxxxxx
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