| Location | Shropshire |
| Age | 0 |
| Cause of Death | Still Birth |
| Date of Birth | 07/08/2007 |
| Date of Death | 07/08/2007 |
| Visitors | 26,495 since 15/08/2007 |
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***TO ALL OUR GTS FRIENDS... THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR CONTINUED SUPPORT...***
(¯`J´¯)I want you to know that although my candles to you
`•.¸.•´are few & far between sometimes, you & your angels
¸.•´¸.•´¨) ¸.•*¨)are forever in my thoughts. xXx
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`•.Jack James
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†Jack James was born in Shrewsbury 11 days overdue on Tuesday August 7th 2007 at 19.53 weighing
8lb 12oz. Unfortunately he was born sleeping but he was and still is perfect. His death is
unexplained so he had to have a post mortem. We got the results on September 24th and all that was
found was an infection in the placenta. Everything else was perfectly normal, it doesnt make any
sense.
I had the perfect pregnancy with Jack. He never gave me any morning sickness, just back ache and
swollen ankles in the last couple of months. I loved being pregnant and feeling his every move. His
favourite time of day was when i was in the bath or had just got into bed ready to go to sleep. I
remember the first time i actually saw him move, we were listening to Justin Timberlake - My Love.
He loved to play about. He was always kicking his dads head when we were snuggled on the sofa in the
last few weeks. I actually looked forward to going to my antenatal appointments because it meant i
got to hear my little mans heartbeat again. It was always so fast, he sounded so healthy. How i wish
i had now recorded that sound...
I was so happy to hear i had had a baby boy. Since i was about 5 i had said i wanted my first born
to be a boy called Jack after my great grandad. I was so close to being granted my life long wish. I
will never understand why he was snatched away from me at the very end leaving me to say goodbye
when i should have been saying hello...
It was nearly half past 8 at night and a doctor just turned around, looked at my mum and said "I'm
sorry"... I didnt take it all in at first, i was in shock. I didnt cry until the Thursday morning
when Mum was bathing Jack.
We had his christening on the Wednesday. It was bittersweet. Jack James Tipton, gone to play with
the angels.
On the Friday, after spending nearly four days with Jack, i had to say goodbye... Jack was taken
away and i was wheeled out of the hospital and got into the car. I should have been putting Jacks
car seat in there, but i was leaving with a folder containing his tags, hand and footprints, a lock
of his hair and sands leaflets with empty arms and a broken heart.
We had the little mans funeral on September 26th at midday. As we entered the church a single black
butterfly came in with us and stayed with us throughout the service. Jack is now my little butterfly
flying high in heavens skies... He looked so small in the hearse before all of his flowers were put
in with him. His Grandad Tipton did a great job of carrying him in and out of church for us. We had
just family at the cemetery and every one placed a white rose with a personal message with Jack. He
is buried next to my friends little girl - Tegan Harrison - who died shortly after him (She too has
a site on here.) so you could say he has a little girlfriend!
He has his daddys nose and his mummys lips. A beautiful baby boy.
He will live on forever in our hearts and shall never be forgotten. He is my guardian angel, my
life, and nothing, nobody will ever replace him... I may go on to have more babies in the future but
i will always have one in a grave and that is one too many. I just want Jack James back... I need
him...â€
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To the world he is just one, but to me he is my whole world...
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If tears could build a stairway,
and memories a lane,
I’d walk right up to heaven,
and bring you home again... LOVE YOU MONKEY! xXx
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Ten tiny fingers, Ten tiny toes
Full pouting lips, Cute button nose
Our perfect baby, Who nobody knows...
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Jacks fundrasing page - http://www.tommys.org/jackjames
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August 2008...
Now i know my mum is going to cry when she reads this but i just wanted to take some time out to
thank her via Jacks GTS site for everything she has done for me and Jack over the last year. I
cannot imagine anyone who would have wanted to swap places with her the night i gave birth to Jack.
She stayed with me the whole time we were together in hospital and she stayed so strong cos not only
was she grieving for Jack but she was grieving for me too, even though i may be 23 now, i am still
her baby!!! I just want to thank Nanny L for the endless candles she leaves Jack, for the times she
talks about him without me having to bring him up first, for going to see him whenever she can, for
proudly displaying his photos all over her house, for the little garden she has made for him at the
top of hers and most of all for loving Jack just as much as she would of done had he been here today
with us... xXx
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Tigs
Hi Tigs
When you look up in the clouds you will see your son Jack, smilling down on you.
Lots of Love
Thomas xxxxxxxx
Angels
Some people dream of angels, i've held one in my arms...
There is a special boy in heaven who is a part of me
It isn't where i wanted him but where God wanted him to be
He was here for just a moment like a night time shooting star
And although he is in heaven he isn't very far
He touched the hearts of many like only angels do
I would have held him that little bit longer if the end i only knew
So i send this special message to heaven up above
Please take care of my angel and give him all my love
♥ Love you forever and a day my little man. You are a very special little boy. xXx ♥
How do you love a person
Who never got to be,
Or try again to see a face
You never got to see?
How do you mourn the death of one
Who never got to live,
When there's nothing to feel good about
And nothing to forgive?
I love you, Jack.
You're a person of the wind,
Free to be the memory
Of all that might have been.
I love you, Jack,
Mummy's companion of the night,
Wandering through her lonely hours,
Beautiful and bright.
What does it mean to die before
You ever can be born,
To live the lovely night of life
And never see the dawn?
Ah! My little Jack,
You lived like anyone!
Life's a burst of joy and pain,
And then, like yours, it's done.
I love you, little Jack,
Just as if you'd lived for years.
No more, no less, I think of you,
The angel of my tears.
I hope your having a lovely day playing Jack,
Thinking of you and mummy as always,Vicks xXxXxXx
WOULD YOU?
Would you let me talk about my baby that has died?
Would your heart be open to all the sadness that’s still inside of me?
Would you listen, as I would tell you of the joy he gave to me?
Would you want to hear about his sweet, beautiful, perfect face?
Would you change the subject when I tell you about when I got him baptized?
Would you get up and walk away from me if I just had to tell you more?
About the perfection I held in my arms for such a very, very short time.
The tears I cried could have made a river as I had to let him go.
Would you help to wipe away the tears as I told you more?
About the months he’s travelled with me in my heart and in my mind.
Would you hug me and just listen about the pain that I endured?
Would you just be there quietly open to all the feelings I may need to express?
I miss my little boy more than anyone will ever know. He is my heart and soul, i will love him forever. I hate getting up in the mornings without him but i know i have to carry on, however hard it may be. LOVE YOU JACK JAMES. ♥ xXx ♥
Miss you Little one x
Hey Jack
I know its late so you will be all snuggled on your cloud.
Thanks for the sunshine today little man, though i did get a bit burnt.
I think about you every single day, i miss you soooo much.
Please keep looking after mummy, we all love her so much
Night Night
xx
Missing You
Hey Jack
Missing you loads, sorry i never sent a message yesterday, doesnt mean im not thinking of you..i think of you and mummy every day.
We should have been out having fun this weekend and buying you lots of things (mummy would have told me off)
Love you always and miss you loads little fella
Look after everyone wont you
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For your family
This is a poem my eldest daughter wrote for our Jack, hope you like it.xxxxxx For your Jack too xxxxxxxxxx
You are my lil man
who is now an angel far up above
you bought me happiness and taught me how to love
and when times felt hard you made the pain ease
but what i dont understand is why you had to leave
you had a gorgous smile and big blue eyes
you were picture perfect in my eyes
all the hugs we shared and the kisses we kissed
the memories i have will always exist
i sit and hope and dream of the day
that the smile i once saw
i shall see again.
This is for you mummy and daddy from Wendy xxxxxx
Memories are the loveliest thing,
They last from day to day,
They can't get lost,
They don't wear out,
And can't be given away.
Love to you and all the family, Wendy and Rob xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
To My Beautiful Boy - Jack James
IF ROSES GROW IN HEAVEN
LORD PLEASE PICK A BUNCH FOR ME
AND PLACE THEM IN MY LITTLE BOYS ARMS
AND TELL HIM THEY'RE FROM ME
TELL HIM THAT I LOVE AND MISS HIM
AND WHEN HE TURNS TO SMILE
PLACE A KISS UPON HIS CHEEK
AND HOLD HIM FOR A WHILE
BECAUSE REMEMBERING HIM IS EASY
I DO IT EVERY DAY
BUT THERES AN ACHE WITHIN MY HEART
THAT WILL NEVER GO AWAY.
♥ Love you little man. Always and forever. xXx ♥
Beautiful great grandson
Hi little Jack
Have you been playing with big Jack today, hope he's behaving and hasn't got you on the beer yet!!
Have fun up there on your little cloud, keep the sun shining and keep watch over your mummy and daddy
Miss you loads
Big hugs and kisses
Great nan and grandad B xxxxxxxxxx
Miss you Jack. xXx
PEOPLE ASK IF I'M ALRIGHT
I LIE AND SAY 'OF COURSE'
BUT DEEP INSIDE I'M NOT ALRIGHT
I'M FILLED WITH SUCH REMORSE
I'LL TELL THEM THAT 'I'M NOT SO BAD'
I'LL SAY 'I'M DOING GOOD'
BUT DEEP INSIDE I FEEL SUCH LOSS
AS ANY MOTHER WOULD
I'LL CARRY ON AND LIVE MY LIFE
I'LL PLAY AT HAVING FUN
BUT I'LL NEVER BE ALRIGHT AGAIN
WITHOUT MY LITTLE MAN
SO IF YOU ASK IF I'M ALRIGHT
PLEASE DON'T EXPECT THE TRUTH
BECAUSE DEEP INSIDE IT'S AGONY
MY BROKEN HEART IS PROOF
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