♰ ♥ Jack James Tipton ♥ ♰

***TO ALL OUR GTS FRIENDS... THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR CONTINUED SUPPORT...***


(¯`J´¯)I want you to know that although my candles to you
`•.¸.•´are few & far between sometimes, you & your angels
¸.•´¸.•´¨) ¸.•*¨)are forever in my thoughts. xXx
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`•.Jack James
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† Jack James was born in Shrewsbury 11 days overdue on Tuesday August 7th 2007 at 19.53 weighing 8lb 12oz. Unfortunately he was born sleeping but he was and still is perfect. His death is unexplained so he had to have a post mortem. We got the results on September 24th and all that was found was an infection in the placenta. Everything else was perfectly normal, it doesnt make any sense.
I had the perfect pregnancy with Jack. He never gave me any morning sickness, just back ache and swollen ankles in the last couple of months. I loved being pregnant and feeling his every move. His favourite time of day was when i was in the bath or had just got into bed ready to go to sleep. I remember the first time i actually saw him move, we were listening to Justin Timberlake - My Love. He loved to play about. He was always kicking his dads head when we were snuggled on the sofa in the last few weeks. I actually looked forward to going to my antenatal appointments because it meant i got to hear my little mans heartbeat again. It was always so fast, he sounded so healthy. How i wish i had now recorded that sound...
I was so happy to hear i had had a baby boy. Since i was about 5 i had said i wanted my first born to be a boy called Jack after my great grandad. I was so close to being granted my life long wish. I will never understand why he was snatched away from me at the very end leaving me to say goodbye when i should have been saying hello...
It was nearly half past 8 at night and a doctor just turned around, looked at my mum and said "I'm sorry"... I didnt take it all in at first, i was in shock. I didnt cry until the Thursday morning when Mum was bathing Jack.
We had his christening on the Wednesday. It was bittersweet. Jack James Tipton, gone to play with the angels.
On the Friday, after spending nearly four days with Jack, i had to say goodbye... Jack was taken away and i was wheeled out of the hospital and got into the car. I should have been putting Jacks car seat in there, but i was leaving with a folder containing his tags, hand and footprints, a lock of his hair and sands leaflets with empty arms and a broken heart.
We had the little mans funeral on September 26th at midday. As we entered the church a single black butterfly came in with us and stayed with us throughout the service. Jack is now my little butterfly flying high in heavens skies... He looked so small in the hearse before all of his flowers were put in with him. His Grandad Tipton did a great job of carrying him in and out of church for us. We had just family at the cemetery and every one placed a white rose with a personal message with Jack. He is buried next to my friends little girl - Tegan Harrison - who died shortly after him (She too has a site on here.) so you could say he has a little girlfriend!
He has his daddys nose and his mummys lips. A beautiful baby boy.
He will live on forever in our hearts and shall never be forgotten. He is my guardian angel, my life, and nothing, nobody will ever replace him... I may go on to have more babies in the future but i will always have one in a grave and that is one too many. I just want Jack James back... I need him...†

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To the world he is just one, but to me he is my whole world...
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If tears could build a stairway,
and memories a lane,
I’d walk right up to heaven,
and bring you home again... LOVE YOU MONKEY! xXx
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Ten tiny fingers, Ten tiny toes
Full pouting lips, Cute button nose
Our perfect baby, Who nobody knows...
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Jacks fundrasing page - http://www.tommys.org/jackjames
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August 2008...
Now i know my mum is going to cry when she reads this but i just wanted to take some time out to thank her via Jacks GTS site for everything she has done for me and Jack over the last year. I cannot imagine anyone who would have wanted to swap places with her the night i gave birth to Jack. She stayed with me the whole time we were together in hospital and she stayed so strong cos not only was she grieving for Jack but she was grieving for me too, even though i may be 23 now, i am still her baby!!! I just want to thank Nanny L for the endless candles she leaves Jack, for the times she talks about him without me having to bring him up first, for going to see him whenever she can, for proudly displaying his photos all over her house, for the little garden she has made for him at the top of hers and most of all for loving Jack just as much as she would of done had he been here today with us... xXx

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